Ugly hate

Hate has emerged. I hate her husband and his family.
Back to destroying myself..PMDD was sent from satan...

Stessin

I'm stressing out. My dad has been gone for a week and it's pretty much been just me. I hate being criticized and he tends to do that. I was always the "black sheep" of the family. Artistic, creative, rebel. My sister is the "goody goody" who does what dad says and always gets her way. Like in Welcome to My life Simple plan sings "Everybody always gave you what you wanted, You never had to work it was always there. You don't know what it's like, what it's like..." she didn't pay for her car, tuition, trip to Europe, she has dad's credit card on her, etc...
Maybe if I went to a Baptist college, shut my mouth, always wore my hair down, stopped dying it, got rid of my tattoos...I'd get all that too. But I can't change, everything that was handed to her made her weak and me strong.
Maybe some day she'll see that she's spoiled...

I'm just so fuckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

in my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes"

"Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help"

"But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least"


"Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clown"

Eminem is a genius who knows how it feels..

What I've learned from Twitter

-some people actually think House and Greys anatomy are the same show
-Kal Pen does not appreciate it when you scream "I voted for you on American Idol!!"
-Joe Jonas does not look good in a leotard
-Robert Sean Leonard from House M.D. is sick of House M.D. He doesn't like running around in his underwear and hasn't done it since he got drunk in high school
-House M.D. has become the medical version of Desperate Housewives only it's Desperate Doctors. It used to be a good show...you could try and figure out the medical mystery but now, I just sit there and try to figure out who has an STD this week. Makes me feel dirty...
-Jonas Brothers female fans are scarier than the children of the corn...I think they are the children of the corn to be honest...
-Perez is obsessed with the gay community...oh wait...
-the cast of Harry Potter drinks....a lot...not the adults, the kids
-Perez asked "who's more annoying then Octo mom and Kate Goslin"...duh you!
-Perez the Pedophile is dangerously obsessed with Zac Efron
-a certain person says "yay" after every sentence and I really don't get it. Like, I'm in such extrutiating pain...yay!

Twitter is scary place, don't go alone...

Johnny Fairplay

I don't understand how people hate him so much. You guys are like, hypocrites. Wouldn't you lie to get that much money too? It's a reality TV game. I can't even take them seriously so that lie was pretty clever. Watching "Where are they now?" I listened to him speak about all the hate and laughed. I always say, people are stupid...

So I wrote to Perez Hilton:

Dear Perez,

I have some questions for you. Do you ever feel guilty for trashing people the way you do? Are your parents proud of you? Do you ever wonder what God's thinking when you write/type your blogs? You never answer me on your site or on twitter so I'm assuming your a coward. You're too afraid to face the truth so you run and hide. You type up things a middle school bully would (drawing penises on people??) then you run like a coward. Step up for once. Explain why you're doing what you're doing. I'm inviting you to speak out or talk to me, step up and don't be a pussy. Aren't you afraid of the fact that people hate you so much? You always get death threats so I'm guessing they could happen at any time. You know you could get a real job, apologize, humble down and people will be impressed with you. You don't have to be a bully all the time. You're 31 years old, that's pretty old in showbiz. Not to mention you pick on people over half your age. Look at yourself in the mirror and I mean really take a good, hard look. Are you happy with who you are? You can't be. No one full of hate is ever happy. The sad thing is you could be! You just choose the miserable path that leads straight to hell. I pray that God touches you in some way, I really do.

Sincerely,
Christy

sasha baron cohen...

How disrespectful can you get?? I hope Eminem sues MTV for sexual harassment!! He spent the last few years cleaning himself up, taking care of his daughter, then he comes back and writes a song *Beautiful* for his fans and this is the shit he gets??

How would you like it if someone did that to you? Invaded your privacy? Laughed at you. If you laughed at Em, I would love to personally punch you in the throat. Even if it was rigged...that was fucked up. I never wish death on people but I wouldn't mind if bruno/sasha died...