I'm pretty open -the ugly truth-
I had a box of bleach that needed to be thrown away so I went outside to trash it. The trash cans were full and I didn't want the garbage men to have to mess with the bag of bleach tomorrow so I just bagged it and went back inside. My mom hates when I go outside because "the cat might get out". When I came back in, she yelled at me so I reacted and and she yelled "you're always so rude!!" I tripped, fell, and bleach got on my arm and it burned pretty bad. I put everything back in the box, washed it off and came back to type this. I'm stuck here because of medical reasons. I'd be in NYC if it were up to me. It's only this bad 10% of the time but that's 10% too much. I've been called stupid, ridiculous, blah blah blah. But it's like a shot of rockstar each time. I get tougher and stand up for myself.
Listen carefully to this song. I feel it hit me like a ton of bricks. At the same time, I'm not alone. I feel it when I'm around my family, not just dad.
This song also means so much to me. I think I'll write to who hurts me.
Mom-I guess you can't see it when you turn into Ms. Hyde, but you yell and abuse which hurts. We were so close but now I just waste eyeliner crying when you kick me when I'm already down.
Sarah-Simple plan said it best when they sang "Everybody always gave you what you wanted, Never had to work it was always there. You don't know what it's like, what it's like..to be me". I work hours day and night to make a name for myself when you don't even know what it's like. The only good thing about this? It makes me strong, appreciative and compassionate to others who are hurt while you're weak, overly sensitive and can't do anything on your own.
Dad-Listen to Perfect. I'm not you. I will never be you or Sarah (you're little princess).
To everyone who has been hurt, who can relate, who reply to the Simple Plan videos on youtube: Hang in there. I know it's a hard fight but our day will come. We're never alone. Don't be afraid to stand up for yourself. I'm always here by the way.
Twitter: www.twitter.com/veraxdoll
Myspace: www.myspace.com/jadoremagic
Listen carefully to this song. I feel it hit me like a ton of bricks. At the same time, I'm not alone. I feel it when I'm around my family, not just dad.
This song also means so much to me. I think I'll write to who hurts me.
Mom-I guess you can't see it when you turn into Ms. Hyde, but you yell and abuse which hurts. We were so close but now I just waste eyeliner crying when you kick me when I'm already down.
Sarah-Simple plan said it best when they sang "Everybody always gave you what you wanted, Never had to work it was always there. You don't know what it's like, what it's like..to be me". I work hours day and night to make a name for myself when you don't even know what it's like. The only good thing about this? It makes me strong, appreciative and compassionate to others who are hurt while you're weak, overly sensitive and can't do anything on your own.
Dad-Listen to Perfect. I'm not you. I will never be you or Sarah (you're little princess).
To everyone who has been hurt, who can relate, who reply to the Simple Plan videos on youtube: Hang in there. I know it's a hard fight but our day will come. We're never alone. Don't be afraid to stand up for yourself. I'm always here by the way.
Twitter: www.twitter.com/veraxdoll
Myspace: www.myspace.com/jadoremagic
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